Life has settled into a steady rhythm here, but it’s been one of management, not progress. We’re making it through the day but not much more at this point, and it’s time for our family to take a breath and hit things head on again.
We had an excellent meeting with Michael’s RDI consultant last night, and we are working hard to find step one in his autism remediation. Right now that seems to be self-regulation. Michael is brilliant yet trapped in his own world thanks to the autism and almost completely without windows or doors right now thanks to his sensory processing disorder. His brain will just not leave his body be, and the last week or so has been marked with his inability to sleep and his body’s sensory seeking behavior (crashing into things, screaming at any type of sensory input, the need for heavy muscle work, the complete lack of personal and physical boundaries). We did go back to the doctor, and I’m hopeful the current treatment will significantly help but it still has not taken it’s full effect, and in the meantime, his brain seems to be struggling to find balance.
Our goal is to ultimately teach his brain and body to self regulate. Our first method was a good start, but like with all trial and error methods we didn’t quite hit the mark with our first attempt, and now we’re adjusting our technique. We’re working on separating problems of compliance from problems of self-regulation and attempting different approaches for each. Again, it’s hard work that will most likely take a long time, but I’m excited at the prospects of watching him progress again. I don’t like the plateau we’ve settled on or how long we’ve been there.
Is something in your way? Does overcoming it seem hard or that it will take too long? Crash into it anyway! The prize at the end will be worth it!